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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

If so, Why not?

Migraines bring me down. The feeling of nausea and sharp pains bouncing from side to side like two gummy bears on speed playing ping pong with my nerves. With this I managed to make my self to a meeting. Of course this meeting I attend is for reasons other than the core of being at AA. I go to this meeting to lure upon a certain 'famous' somebody, who I can not name as "what you hear here and who you see here, stays here!" I am almost certain hardly anyone abides to this rule, but hey I can try... to an extent. 
I was paying close attention to her as she related to the shares story, her full blonde hair touching her tight cheeks. Possibly some botox on her forehead. None the less, she is an exquisite natural beauty. She caresses her lips with her finger tips , biting her nails, I stare and admire. Her eyes meet mine and we smile. A friend of course says I'm imagining it. Perhaps not.
At this point whilst listing to some guy saying something about being fired from work for putting a dogs ball in his mouth, the room packs up with laughter. I turned my head and realised my counselor was at the meeting and she had her hands to her face, giggling , nodding her head. Happy to see her there as I feel we could be friends, I'm jolted back to reality and think "dogs balls in his mouth, is this guy in the right place? Yeah sure, why not?"
The meeting ended I waited for my celebrity to walk out referring to her as my new girlfriend, joking of course. she came out, stopped, i looked at her black tights, skirt and shirt, tightly fitted to her body and guessed she would get in to the land rover parked outside. Off she drove into the night. My councilor came out and I wrapped my arm round her like we are old friends teasing her about me waiting for my girlfriend. "which one?" she said sarcastically and off she went her hustle beat of a walk.
No thinking back, some people at those meeting get on a high , there is a buzz in the air, people chatting and moving from one person to the next. If there were music you would think they were dancing in a club. Exchanging numbers and greetings. Its quite interesting. And hey if they wanna "club" outside a church, why not?

2 comments:

  1. We pretty insynch with our Migraine attack.
    So who is she, patricia lewis?

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  2. Lindsay Lohan or Kate Moss, which?

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