I am grateful today, an abundance of feel good sense,,,
I found beauty in someone I would not generally be attracted to, I did so without having to sexualize, idealise or chase.
I sang in the car merrily to tune from "the boat that rock" with some erratic addicts
I absorbed my being to the stars being swept away by a cold wind, I let it carry me
I felt tired and allowed myself to do just that, without taking a siesta, not even a yawn could pause me
I spoke to my cousin and asked how he was, he sarcastically answered in his broken manly voice "I'm ALIVE" I giggled and thought 'yes you certainly are!'
I made a decision without second guessing myself and felt secured in non egotistical confidence
these and many, how often I forget the simple things are almost omnipotent, just simply there and not seen but always subconsciously felt.
And no I will find the pleasure of putting my laptop to bed, walking slowly down the stairs leading me to a soft fall on my pillow.
Good night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRm3B4T5SkU
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