A double dose of meds prescribed.. the one I ignored to deny
that I am any less normal or real
oh how it would be to feel
I forced myself to an unlikely reality
that of a sudden insanity
today i choose just to swallow
and away i go, away from hollow
This Mania bit me in the back
addiction is nothing compared to the rack
of pills and moods and later Psyche wards
a dangerous flight to the black bag
my mind has become my gag
Tonight i lay myself to sleep
this is no longer mine to keep
no game or shame a fast decline to deep
Depth of field that ranges Psyche's way
a shutter that shoots the mind up or down in just a day
a lover a freak
beautiful,bleak
a happy go lucky declined to a sheep
baa baa , la la . fuck off you creep
Beautiful to me and none the less
turn it off, 'no more' I confess
just close my eyes an see the truth of neon lights
push the room , no more aisles of the flights
to go
kiss me gone to be done
hold me start, become
me
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