real'ish'

i am slowy reconneting to reality? I am not entirely sure yet? Carefull what u wish for i lay calmly on th couch feeling comforted by my mother. A safe place to 'come down' in. Unafraid to see myself but uncertain if my self is feady to be balanced. I have learnt by being at my side, i am not afraid of me. Time will tell. It always does. Subsided to a realm of subdued mania, a slight dysphoria and of course the rawness of understanding a beautiful me