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Sunday, March 21, 2010

pool

I have been woken by a breed of snoring beasts only to stumble down the stairs as I am still highly. Medicated in the early hours of the morning.
I opened the door to the awful smoking lounge, where I was welcomed by a bright shining light and the gospels of the lord.my eyes could take to the flourishing light,
But my ears were not equipped to be carried by 'resorrect by the angel of jesus christ and your sins will be taken as you are restored to god' followed by the rantings of t
Of a bi polar inmate from the scriptures of the bible.

I escaped to anothr room where I was greeted by my closet girl who started her morning with sharing her life with me. I have kearnt not only does she have a bi polar/hyper disorded ex boyfriend who is a drug dealer
But also an aspergers cousin,obese mother,borderline cousin and ofcourse a wicked grand mother who is very wealthy lives in portugal and has forty cats.
This girl is very animated and tells a story beautifully. I did pick up the more often she tells the story the less realistic it gets. Her mom is now the crazy wealthy woman with forty cats but is still obese.
Her exboyfriend a kind of druglord, her cousin who has been in a menatl hospital for years and suddenly her grand mother not only has a safe in her room with 1000000000 pounds in it but also almost drowned and has alzeimers.
This goes on all day, this and her many attemts to escape where we are.

I find her like everyone else here as fascinating as the next!we all have stories,some are just untold...

Well the nurses have got to the point that they just humour me and my idea that I need to leave and I'm just fine thank you- they walk past me with smiles saying,
'So you think you can go home' whatever! I do think I can go but at thee same time I think instead of fighting the system I should join it. Mmm ,thought about it , NO!
Today I knew I should probably stay here when I had the pleasure of being pampered by an enchanting family. As the they shared I felt myself been pulled away by a spirit,
I found myself staring down at them, for a moment I was not there and when I go like that I worry. Although I did return and I loved them all.

I later sat under an enchanted tree, I was carried by her branches
Touched by her golden leaves, she swept me in, I felt her touch me,it does not fade
I stared through the gust a danced away with her soul, she came crashing in.
As the sun turned and went,in the darkness we played.she was rooted as I swayed and left unspoken
Unspoken of a kiss to be and the churning sea I'm me.

Today I have heard stories that may be true or not, but they are from a real person and may be true to her.
I have heard a sermon,that to me sounds painful but to him its his and his it shall be.
I have fallen in love with two young girls who are the most true of all.
I have seen nurses who can no longer stans but do ,as it is what they do.
I have seen the reality of what falling to others could be
And to me from all I have learnt it is not only that I feel her in my groin, I feel,I see, I touch, a scent of enchanted trees.

Ok I think I stopped making sense 20 lines back, I sleep tonight no mystery. Just a notion
I am where I belong for now, place, heart, mind and me!

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