REALLY?

Stuck for non entity. Today I waited for my dad and them to go on their four hour cycle. I am using their excessive exercise time,, to sneak into my spemothers "office" so I can communicated with my blog. This is ofcourse sfter watching rugby with them at 7 :30am(dedicated to their sport) so here quick before I get caught....

Where is the line between real and un real
something you touch smell or feel
could be just as yes as it could be no
something you may want to see or show

to differentiate the two why bother
therEs no telling one from the other...


Enough of that, I sit here, subdued by the blaring sun, sat at a river bed, giving up on deciding what connection should be made, how things should be felt. I don't mind giving that up, for then I have no ones ideas to live by. Not even mine, simply I just live and if the ideas come with then, bonus.

To spend time with family I might or might not understand, as they may or may not understand me is well ordinary. Understanding is an understatement. I have learnt that support is far more interesting , more useful and could be beneficial for relationships to work. To continuously strive for others understanding of you, could be a fateful expectation. So I will rather go with what is already there, fore yes, to understand is to known but how boring would life be if we were all KnoW it alls. Maybe lack of understanding gives more learning experience which Finlay leads to some kind of communicative : UNDERSTANDING.