you wouldn't, would you?

Wednesdays are always fun or to the other extreme heart breaking. Today was somewhere in between, but mainly fun.
My therapist.... (my therapist , my therapist, my therapist...) I do love to idealise. My Therapist insists I am not in love with her,point blank insists! Seriously?

I did not fight her theory , I just kind of shrugged it off as if she were right, but I cant tell. Yes a bombardment of "its just because she is the only BEAUTIFUL woman I have interaction with at present", or "it's just because she is so warm, nurturing",or "this is what I do, I get close, I become overwhelmed and I fall, either in love, or lust, or all"

Having all is a tough one to crack, and My God yes it is a very tough one to crack, but I'm just gonna go it, I'm going to crack, not fall or explode, or let it seep from the facets of my weird personality, no I think to crack would be pleasant. Yes pleasant.

But when I say I'm in love with you, or someone, Take my word for it , because I know I mean it, even when I shouldn't.