flea market

All grown up and ready for the world are we?
Not sure there is ever an answer to that question? Take me, 31 years old and I'm only starting.
Ny starting I mean I have been told I'm ten years behind my peers. This does not mean I'm stupid
nor talented, It just means I'm a little slow.

Slow in the way that when there is an obstacle I find it, the upside is that with each obstacle there is a formulated building of strendht but a downscale of sensitivity, in the way that its heightened to the point that normal daily expectations are spiced for blows of insecurity.

Stamina slows down and sometimes I believe therapy,head doctors weaken, fragility, not all that easy/

On top of it I'm still in love with her, her being my grd 1 teacher,my first crush,second girlfriend,last girlfriend and my therapist.

buzzing bee state of mind.

I don't know after my psychiatrist handed me Im 10 years behind, my life became a little daunting. Most people I know, more or less m age, have careers, or are passionate arstists,designers and photographers, all the things I have been, all the things I know and all the things I say inhibit me. So call me a little lost when I have to start at a flea market selling tshirts,

Now now no need to be so negative, I cant wait to man that stall at the market, a feeling of being and the freedom to uncoat eye candy with good old fashioned conversation....

So let me be a faternity of silent ideas, until oneday they are silent no more