I love mothers day, I spoil them rotten.
Im gonna get some sunday lunch left overs now and watch a movie with my grandparents, Yes yes I am literaly the 'perfect' grand child.
I have a slight worry at the moment and I am hoping it's just paranoia, but if i didnt know any better I would be convinced that I am showing warning signs of mania. I cant. Not now, the timing is off! Surely not so soon since I was admitted into the psyche ward, surely not.
I think paranoia, I am basing this suspition on fear. (cant let fear take me down) I am basing it on times of hyper speech or movement. But surely that could just be a simple hyperactive trait that lies in my persona anyway. I have been to carefull for this to happen.
I have had a migrane every day for the last week, and maybe the times it is gone and I am no longer lying in bed, i use my norm time with double the energy and its a movement in comparison.
No I refuse, these are not warning signs, rather fear meshed with paranoid under tones. Just breathe and relax.
Maybe I just have a bit of a beggening winter cold?
Oh how carefull I have to be, meds,diet,breathing,meditation,exewrcise,love,balance.
thats it, keep it balanced.
Away
is it?
who am I, Really?
- No-nosense
- say it how it is, show it as i see, feel it through me, be a realist carried by the whispers of a scream in my sleep, the screams that pave my way to dreams.
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