homebody

My psychologist called back and said,"its been a long time.", "to long" ,I thought. "Yes it has." I answered.
Yes it has for more then one thing, its just been to long.
I'm missing a home I do not yet know where its siyuated, but I miss where I feel most at home: capetown.
Yes its great having no responsibilities, driving to whereever I feel on the day, being on the road for the last 3 months,
Lonesome , no people to worry aboutn nothing to be wary of, well just whatever I feel like.

Who would of thought, I would be over carefree, no not I! Who would of thought I would crave atleast
One responsibility, no definately not I, and mostly who would of thought, I would want to settle in just one place: well
Yeas I!

I feel up in the air, but happy, just not fully in connection of next! So next!
I long for the road on tuesday when I set out to 'home' just to be able to see my therapist every wednesday, just to be able to wake up
Where I will stay for atleast longer than a month? Just to be able to find a place I can call home, have a dog I can call phoenix(undecided about name)
Create a space where I can create daily, and well then sure being on the road again could be good.

I just need to know, when I'm on that road I always have a foundation to return to, a place calledx home.